I Wanna

walk down the aisle to this song! So bad! It is perfect!



And T.V. Carpio has such a lovely voice! For the longest time, I've been trying to find a song slow enough (but not deathly boring) that I can use, and I found it. I LOVE "Across the Universe." Just love it. I can't wait to buy it. It is sonically and visually excellent.

Well, now that I've found the perfect aisle song, I sure can't elope! I was considering it because pretty much no one in my immediate family thinks I should be marrying the man I love, but I am no longer going to let that make me feel like I don't deserve a "real" wedding; in other words, the wedding I really want to have. I also recently read a book called "Altered," edited by Colleen Curran. It's all female writers' essays about weddings and marriage. It put a lot of things in perspective for me. It's not that I don't care what my family thinks. I just know that no one on the outside of a relationship can really understand what it's actually like on the inside. They can have theories and ideas, but when it comes down to it, it's me that has to be sure. And I've gotten to the point where I feel that I could still have an awesome, special wedding day, even if my father, mother, and brother don't want to come.

That's that! Interview wth Chanel tomorrow!